What No One Told Me

What no one told me, was how I would feel a year after I left my husband. Or how I would feel hours before I decided I was done. A couple years have come and gone since I have left, doesn’t seem long. However that is over seven hundred days, that is so much time to think. What if I stayed? What would I be like if I had stayed? The answer to that question, I would not be the woman I am today. For better or for worse I have changed, I have grown, I have forgiven him, but I am still trying to forgive myself. I am still in love with him, but am I?